I'm supposed to be doing my term paper for today but here I am writing this blog while rechecking most of the sites that I've left unnoticed.

Whenever I check updates from my regular sites, I usually feel like I've been out of the net life for weeks, or even months. It's like I miss out most of the events from the internet. Well, I definitely have some things to blame:

(1) Events in my life
It's been taking  up most of my time lately, seeming that things have begun to fall apart from my grip. My family, my friends, and even him... It's draining the whole hell out of me just thinking what to do about myself and the things around me.

(2) My sis
She's been hogging the PC from me, lest from us. Yes, she uses it for her art plates but most times I see her just randomly reading manga whilst talking to someone on YM! Couldn't really find the strength to retaliate... Either I get scolded by her for demanding -so much- or she just shrugs off my request. Simple as that.

(3) 2007 - No improvement?
The year 2008's nearing and still I wonder if there's any improvement on myself. And every single year, I find nothing to cherish as 'accomplishment'. Well, there's that computer competition... But nevertheless, I'm quite thankful for one thing that's happened this year - and it's a certain someone known as 'Heero'

Now that I've mentioned it, it's only a day away from ending this year and making another New year's resolution *sigh*

Another year older for me...

Tempus fugit...

This. This day is one of the memorable days of my entire life... Well, it' not about attaining true happiness or in total slump but I've surely experienced something in an extreme degree. 'Extreme degree' - meaning that I'm pulling off all the strands of my hair and eyes just constantly rotating non-stop, not to mention the sadistic smile I'm plastering on my face right now. If ever I remember this day and this face, I'd have goosebumps.

How did it end it this way?

You see, there was this thesis that was assigned to us(we're in a group) last year, about late December and we were required to focus on creating the first chapter for the duration of the Christmas vacation. So as expected, we took on the lax and set aside the project. Not that much of a deal actually.

The vacation felt like only a week and we were cursed to come face-to-face with the teacher-in-charge. Of course, she went very considerate because of the fact that she knew almost everyone did not do the task. So we were basically happy and continued with being carefree.

There came a time when another task was loaded to us and the teacher was expecting all of us to finish it within a week, since we're from the creme section and all. But no, we were very much lazy and this trait had prevailed against the evil project. Hail laziness! Or so I think...

Well, the evil starts here. After a week or two, loads of projects were stalling on our time and we didn't have the chance to meet up as a group. This torture continued for about a week, with nothing in progress for our thesis and exams are upcoming in the next 3 weeks.

Given a break, we moved hectically (is this even a word?) in the 'Andale Andale Ariba Ariba' notion popularized by the quick Speedy Gonzales into making the first two chapters. With the heaven's grace and very much effort, we attained our deserved success. But that's only the first half.

Second half: We're in for a surprise here. The exams were scheduled for 3 days: 14-16 of March, and back then, it was already the first to second week of March (kinda like 6 or 7)... On this particular period, the subject teacher expects us to create a program with the collaboration of  the written thesis report that'll be presented on the 9... (?!) And anothr condition attached to this s that you'll get a deduction of ten points if you are to present your thesis late. Now, this is the bizarre thing that almost drove the whole section off their edges. It's like Titanic rewind! Really, how can you wind up with a decent program that'll run perfectly in 3 solid days? With the VB experts, there's no doubt. But what about those who are illiterate, like us?

So we've spent boggling hours ripping off our hair strands, painful sitting positions, computer radiation, sore eyes, aching backs, going insane... All that you can imagine in putting up an all-nighter in 3 straight days. It was a total pain in the neck. When we didn't finish the program, I thought it was the end of our world...

But God shone upon us and the teacher gave us a two-day extension (weekends) for us to prepare...

Though I can say I'm in the worst situation now...

Pictures about the interview were not printed, credits to our oh-so-stupid errand boy; our program in a flinch because of something disastrous; our mind, heart and soul pulled over the edge of doom, almost waiting for death...

And here, I wind up laughing hysterically at the monitor. It's already 2.00 in the morning and I'm still up for this rawr. thesis.

And the result of this crap is still unknown....

-X-

Rawr.

I hope that someone would treat us after this rawr. thing's finished...